soul mates

I opened up my email this morning and there was my daily dose of a friends blog I subscribe to.- now a lot of times I ignore it till I have time to sit down and read but for some reason based off our last chat I was dying to know what had happened in her life since... and knowing her- I knew it would be there in black and white.
but this time she instead reflected on the conversation we had a few days earlier... it's possible it is not the conversation we had but whom ever else it could be must have had the same talk.... anyway when reflecting on relationships, and fate, and soul mates I realize we all want the same thing. that earth shattering love- that undeniable, I can't breathe... love and very few live a life with it consistently.

my best friend saw a psychic a few weeks ago who told her my soul mate was - of course- the one person I had hoped it would not be. I have already met him... and he had altered fate by being too childish and unready to grow up. well this just confirmed what I knew along. does it make me feel good or justified that someone else agrees? no....! instead I feel a sense of "what ifs" "why nots" and "how come".

my friends blog refers to it like a "lottery ticket."when u stumble upon your soul mate...this lottery ticket is like, she says " once in a lifetime". so if your once and a lifetime has passed- then what!? ... the psychic told the best friend that most people don't spend their life with their soul mate bc of chance and fate alterations... but once you have felt that feeling, that feeling never goes away despite how life alters your own path.

my advice to those who may have felt or do feel that way...and by chance this chapter may close. if you feel that person simply takes your breath away, and your positive of this connection - you may have found your soul mate. life may change both your paths but the odds are high that if you say how you feel when you feel it, that moment will never pass you by.