maybe she is THis time...
guys always say that though: " she's crazy! she's obsessed with me! she's mad I don't want her" " shes psycho' she's stalking me"...
well..,,was she stalking u the night u invited her in for a casual romp in ur man made platform bed?
...just wondering.
never the less ... a girl that keeps contacting me and now having her friends request me on Facebook only to blow my page up ( and inbox) w the same stuff I've already been told- just might really be crazy. clearly head over heels for the guy I have left waiting in the wings for me for a year. it's crazy bc these girls keep contacting me SURE that I am sleeping w my ex and having no respect for myself- they are dying to know why I don't care about the claims they have made...., well news flash crazies- I'm lot sleeping w him!!!!!!! I don't have to! he has wanted me back since last year... I merely have to breathe and I'm good in his book. I accept gifts and all his hardwork around my house but I am by no means a booty call for a guy who clearly must earn me back..,, um isn't that what this crazy girl is for???
a 29 year old man - sex obsessed - had to sleep w someone so I expect him to unless we are together. we are not together at this point, and he's getting no nookie from me so naturally he needs to fulfill that need elsewhere. I don't see this as an issue- the only issue I'm having is I do not deserve the drama - I have never given him anything of the sort. I'd gladly ask though that If this cat plans to pine for me continuously could he please not sleep w/ psycho paths bc this is getting real old... how about we ring in the new year w a nice girl? or better yet take a good look in the mirror buddy- sex w these crazies has gotten u no where... maybe u should consider a few months of celibacy and keep ur pants on. something tells me it would be a lot less stress - for all panty wearers involved.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
I got had.
Apparently I'm not as smart as I thought I was... Nancy drew had officially been had!
My ex whom has begged me back religiously the last 12 months has finally made way and gotten me to open up and reconsider what we had and our life together... The last month has been good.. Reminiscing, playing a crooked version of house ( where's he doesn't live here) and I even took him out for his birthday.
I often say that out of all the guys I've ever dated he REALLY loves me and maybe I should give this a second chance. You might even hear me say" he got cold feet when he was supposed to propose but he's not a bad guy" ... Truth be told, that's what I believed. I mean after all he does WHATEVER I ask- takes me dog out when I travel for work, builds a shelf for me on a Sunday all bc I randomly decided I need one... Even helped my dad redo my closets last night while he was in town... Enough to earn him a free dinner at outback too ! ( that's when it gets messy.. Don't involve the parents)
So after dinner and DAteline w my dad, a bliss filled Friday night in my opinion, the inbox on Facebook blows up and there it is - yet another heartbroken, semi psycho girl pleading her case about how she and the lier are dating- how she just stayed at his house last night, and then documents his outfit. She goes to great lengths to prove her point making sure she gives me every detail she possibly can just invade I doubt her... Which in my professional people judging opinion is kinda pathetic but whatever. I get it- she's hurt. She wants to make sure I'm hurt. And more importantly he's hurt and without us both. ( women do this! They pull out all the stops to make sure neither of you go back to the cheater)
Well.. I've been had. I can admit it. Again the lier has left me shocked. So in love with me, so needing of me, and still so sure I'm His "one" yet so capable of leading a separate life... I think I shock myself that I am so oblivious to this. No matter how you slice the pie though, the pie has been sliced and no good detective can take back good info they've learned and pretend they didn't hear it! The liers little cat is out of the bag and crawling around... And now it's up to me and my detective like skills to throw in the towel, and when it comes to this clown- retire from detective work.
My ex whom has begged me back religiously the last 12 months has finally made way and gotten me to open up and reconsider what we had and our life together... The last month has been good.. Reminiscing, playing a crooked version of house ( where's he doesn't live here) and I even took him out for his birthday.
I often say that out of all the guys I've ever dated he REALLY loves me and maybe I should give this a second chance. You might even hear me say" he got cold feet when he was supposed to propose but he's not a bad guy" ... Truth be told, that's what I believed. I mean after all he does WHATEVER I ask- takes me dog out when I travel for work, builds a shelf for me on a Sunday all bc I randomly decided I need one... Even helped my dad redo my closets last night while he was in town... Enough to earn him a free dinner at outback too ! ( that's when it gets messy.. Don't involve the parents)
So after dinner and DAteline w my dad, a bliss filled Friday night in my opinion, the inbox on Facebook blows up and there it is - yet another heartbroken, semi psycho girl pleading her case about how she and the lier are dating- how she just stayed at his house last night, and then documents his outfit. She goes to great lengths to prove her point making sure she gives me every detail she possibly can just invade I doubt her... Which in my professional people judging opinion is kinda pathetic but whatever. I get it- she's hurt. She wants to make sure I'm hurt. And more importantly he's hurt and without us both. ( women do this! They pull out all the stops to make sure neither of you go back to the cheater)
Well.. I've been had. I can admit it. Again the lier has left me shocked. So in love with me, so needing of me, and still so sure I'm His "one" yet so capable of leading a separate life... I think I shock myself that I am so oblivious to this. No matter how you slice the pie though, the pie has been sliced and no good detective can take back good info they've learned and pretend they didn't hear it! The liers little cat is out of the bag and crawling around... And now it's up to me and my detective like skills to throw in the towel, and when it comes to this clown- retire from detective work.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Under the knife
3am... Wide awake!
I got my boobs done again today.. Now 11 years ago this thing had me asleep and in pain 2 days- this round, im strait chillen and awake at 3am!
Come on sleeping pill kick in!
So my first thought when i came to was...." they are not that big"
Actually though my size should have gone up slightly they are not any bigger at all- bummer number 1. The second bummer is the fact that ive been hungry and eating- i had such high hopes of starvation and sleep for two days!!!
They give u a pain pump now- this thing is nothing short of a miracle worker cause to be honest ive had little pain at all!
So how long am i going to skip the gym... Ummmm . Im plotting going sunday and atleast sitting on the bike.. I know i should wait but fat is not a cute look for me!
I just hope for a speedy recovery. Their are gym class goers missing me and i miss them! Ready to teach, burn calories and yes... Show off these badboys!..( that really look no different)
I got my boobs done again today.. Now 11 years ago this thing had me asleep and in pain 2 days- this round, im strait chillen and awake at 3am!
Come on sleeping pill kick in!
So my first thought when i came to was...." they are not that big"
Actually though my size should have gone up slightly they are not any bigger at all- bummer number 1. The second bummer is the fact that ive been hungry and eating- i had such high hopes of starvation and sleep for two days!!!
They give u a pain pump now- this thing is nothing short of a miracle worker cause to be honest ive had little pain at all!
So how long am i going to skip the gym... Ummmm . Im plotting going sunday and atleast sitting on the bike.. I know i should wait but fat is not a cute look for me!
I just hope for a speedy recovery. Their are gym class goers missing me and i miss them! Ready to teach, burn calories and yes... Show off these badboys!..( that really look no different)
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