I got had.

Apparently I'm not as smart as I thought I was... Nancy drew had officially been had!

My ex whom has begged me back religiously the last 12 months has finally made way and gotten me to open up and reconsider what we had and our life together... The last month has been good.. Reminiscing, playing a crooked version of house ( where's he doesn't live here) and I even took him out for his birthday.

I often say that out of all the guys I've ever dated he REALLY loves me and maybe I should give this a second chance. You might even hear me say" he got cold feet when he was supposed to propose but he's not a bad guy" ... Truth be told, that's what I believed. I mean after all he does WHATEVER I ask- takes me dog out when I travel for work, builds a shelf for me on a Sunday all bc I randomly decided I need one... Even helped my dad redo my closets last night while he was in town... Enough to earn him a free dinner at outback too ! ( that's when it gets messy.. Don't involve the parents)

So after dinner and DAteline w my dad, a bliss filled Friday night in my opinion, the inbox on Facebook blows up and there it is - yet another heartbroken, semi psycho girl pleading her case about how she and the lier are dating- how she just stayed at his house last night, and then documents his outfit. She goes to great lengths to prove her point making sure she gives me every detail she possibly can just invade I doubt her... Which in my professional people judging opinion is kinda pathetic but whatever. I get it- she's hurt. She wants to make sure I'm hurt. And more importantly he's hurt and without us both. ( women do this! They pull out all the stops to make sure neither of you go back to the cheater)

Well.. I've been had. I can admit it. Again the lier has left me shocked. So in love with me, so needing of me, and still so sure I'm His "one" yet so capable of leading a separate life... I think I shock myself that I am so oblivious to this. No matter how you slice the pie though, the pie has been sliced and no good detective can take back good info they've learned and pretend they didn't hear it! The liers little cat is out of the bag and crawling around... And now it's up to me and my detective like skills to throw in the towel, and when it comes to this clown- retire from detective work.