its been ahwile since my last post. i have had so much change- i dont think I have even been able to grasp a piece of normalicy in the last 6 mths.
my entire life changed in what feels like a blink of an eye...
so lets start from the beginning.. my last post I THINK was me exploring the new me, the sense of peace i had recently found from realizing that i am who i am and im so happy with that. I think i even mentioned having a new love interest...
well.. are you sitting down ( ofcourse you are..)
the new love interest turned into something amazing... in the midst oif having fun adn not caring whether it worked or didnt... it worked. I havent come up with a ctachy name yet but those of you who know me personally..know who he is. we began dating, going out way to much and just having a care free goodtime... days turned to nights, months turned to holidays, meeting families and spending more and more of ourselves into the world of the other...
i fwell in love.. ( it really happened..) and whats more important... he fell in love. for the first time i have someone who is my equal. loves me just as much as i do him. i dont spend any time wondering about that...
its refreshing ladies.
soo... with that... i got this random job offer. when i say random..like out of the blue. got a phone call from a friend... "my mom is hiring a marketing coordinator, are you interested"
what??? a marketing coordinator ..??? and away from my hometown???
"no thanks, im not interested"- not to mention HELLO!!!!!!!!!! I WAS IN THE BEGINNING OF LOVE...
hell no im not leaving now- right when i found a guy who's fun and likes me awhoolllllleeeeee lot??
yeah right.
this would be my luck though right???
a few days went by.. i mentioned it to my bestfriend . my parents and him... and oddly he blurts out that he would go too. - if i moved that is,.,
whoooooaaa.... wait a sec????? you would?????
who would do that- i mean seriously... just move for the 4 mth relationship they just got serious about???
sooo... i called the friend back. i sent my resume.I WAS SURE i wouldnt get hired. i was under qualified and quite honestly not seriously thinking i would ever leave my town. i think i sent it to just test the waters of oohh i tried, didnt work out but cant say i didnt try. then i wouldnt have to to feel like had wasted an opportunity for a guy- i tricked myself. more importantly i thought maybe this dudes mom might know someone who knows someone.. who might offer me a less important job .. in my home town. ( all about who you know...)
she called. she phone interviewed me. we chatted like old friends. we laughed. i was apparently vivacious in every way... fun.. and a breath of fresh air for their corporate world..( i found out later...the big boss was listening in)
a day later.. i got a call. "we would like you to come down for a second interview"
i hung up the phone sat in my bedroom on the floor, heart beating fast... i called ashleigh and started to cry. fate was staring me in the face.. and i wasnt sure if i liked it... i called my guy.. and told him. he and i were going to go down for this interview in a few days. Luckily for me , he didnt have a whole lot going on at the time.. not much to really grasp, other than me, so leaving was not a big deal.
deep down, i knew i didnt want to get too excited/sad... and then feel dumb if people found out and i didnt get it... BUT... i knew... IM THAT GIRL.THE KIND THAT NATURALLY DOES WELL IN FRONT OF PEOPLE... i knew, if i went down for this interview i could bet a 80% chance, i would get the job...
FEAR, SETS IN..
SO WE GO DOWN... i interview , it went well, i knew they liked me. i knew they liked my spunky attitude and energy. i knew it. i could feel it.
they told me id know by the end of the week. it was a tuesday. by the time i got home wednesday- i got the call... i had gotten the job, i had 2 weeks to pack up, find a place to live and start my new career
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... to be continued.....
