timing couldn't be worse....

in one month I get married..., I know off since I rarely talk about it! (nothing much to complain about) we bought a house this year, we were planning a wedding, I got a raise..., and then bam - I got laid off... along with about 70 of us.( which makes me feel better I'm not going to lie) timing could not be worse for this lay off!!
devastating I tell you!! and proof- this bitch can't get a break!


couldn't be happier in my career and bam! over! - should I just continue crying till Sunday and start Monday fresh?

What goes up must come down....

I am a month out from getting married ( scary enough) and a beautiful Thursday afternoon has turned into a nightmare. Proof: bitch can't get a break.

As luck would have it... the job I adore, Spend my every waking second Loving, has decided to perform a massive restructure and with that me and most of my department are gone! ( on the flip side we have 2 months until the final day)

I spent all of Thursday crying... All of Friday trying to not cry and applying for jobs .... and here's to hoping Saturday will be that "boom ! wake up it's over" feeling so I can move the Eff on!